am i nEedeD?

Is it necessary to fix broken things?

What have been done some sort of not worth it

Nothing seems to work out although after great tries

Sometimes to feel like fools and idiots are so common

To work on things which held unsure returns

The lesson learn, it is so easy to break something

But to fix it?

What a great task

Who on earth would had that kind of thinking and done all those silly things?

Gaining impermanent fun and satisfaction?

Now facing the consequences are much more hurting

Things will not be able to get better

And that is what to be sure of

No matter when the trials took place

Now, then or even the moments afterward

Could never bring back that same old person

Back to where he used to belong which is so not possible

There are no efforts put in forgetting the past

What have been done worth nothing

As they are not much appreciated

Through it all, am I needed?                                                          SZN, 2008