its TRUE..

all of sudden its TRUE?? lack of ideas right now actually.. but i'll try.. ehem2.. talking bout attitude.. well, ase2nye kn, if attitude sumone xbtul, boleh ke nk mtadbir?? xkire la kn others or sape2.. diri sndiri pn xdpt nk organize asenye..tp tu la kn..some people they juz don't realize or saje buat2 xpaham as they are really comfortable wit who they are and how they had been..org bg advice pn xnk trima..lbih2 lg lau yg dh brumur..lgpun my dad used to say, if u cant change people before they reach 40 ke 50??lupe dh, then juz lupekan je niat suci kalian..haha

tp xkesah la kn..org ckp if xde variety then dunia xbrseri..tol gk kn??so, for them yg suffer this 'unhandled personality', make sure u guys make anyone near u to suffer less.. have mercy okeh?? and for them yg agk2 cm dri 2 hebat wit a great attitude, jgn lak cpt sgt mlatah ngn dorgnye kkurangan..try ur very best to adapt and change what u cud change ONLY *melalut2 dh..

ada gk yg kdg2 ase diri dorg superb..tp nk own powerfulnye confident pn bajet la kn..kdg2 mnyampah gk lau asyik d 'bossy' ke hulu ke hilir..pliz do consider org2 yg agk cm kurg confident ni..xpenah tfikir ke dat they might have brilliant ideas jgak??it's juz dat u need more time to feel them wit ur heart *sory la..byk g bnda yg nk kna wt instead of wasting our time nk dgr gna ati..hahak

anyway,people are people..the differences that make this world goes round *btul ke??*..tp agk la coz lg skali dtegaskn yg ia mjadikn dunia lbih bseri..if not msti dull je..cm lam muvie "The Invention of Lying" *credit to him*..sume org xpndai mnipu tp ttap ada yg kecewa and sdih2 when they need to cope wit 100% truth..moral of d story is menipu jgak ada kbaikannye..bak kte org tipu sunat..hahak

so, actually pe yg dpt d'conclude' from entry ni??emm..sila byk2 menipu..eh2..bukannn..jom same2 baiki diri..pesanan penaja kt sume and xlupe gk kt diri sndiri yg msih byk kkurangn ni..berkat ksabaran and ksgguhan, insyaAllah bjaya kn..slamat maju jaya lah ek..heee..terformal la pulak kn..k2 dh melalut..tah pape la kmu ni iwa..penampaq mau??hahaha..kayh..tamat la dlu dcni..smoga byk idea tk tlis entry lg..ciao~

d unspeakable truth...

have you ever feel hatred?? well, i mean you really have the feelings that people hate you instead of you hate people. what an unbearable feelings to feel this way. and sometimes you will spend your precious time just to think what have you did wrong for you to be hated?? and in this case, people who care less about these small things would be the lucky one of saving mind and soul to think such things. and bravo to them!

it is very unfortunate for those who will think and think cracking their heads, what is wrong with me?? i've been hated?? why do people hate me so much?? what did i do wrong?? questions, questions and more questions *unlike the Q&A sessions since no answers are provided -__-"

being in this kinda situation would bring about consequences whether good nor bad. lets look into the bad side of it 1st, as surely it is greater. lowering the level of self confidence *ayat yg sguh skema gtu* which will lead to bad achievements or results, even badly coped with life. everything is bad, bad and bed again...ooppss!! tired tho.. other than that, trusting others will no longer be possible *well not totally zero but exactly low

there is a good thing about feeling hated. and it is 'a' good thing, only. we will try to fix what we feel that is wrong with ourselves *muhasabah diri in Malay* and probably will happen for someone who has a little tiny bit of positive thinking. now2 enough crapping. the ideas are all gone as i had stuck in the lab for about 7 hours!!! *pheewww :(

well, seriously, feeling kinda down today. many things happened which i haven't yet figured out what exactly did i do wrong. is asking or trying to make a conversation is illegal?? if it is, like how it is stated in the law of Malaysia, then only i will accept that it is my fault. losing is the other thing. a precious gem that you have always loved being stolen or dropped and breaking apart surely leave a painful scar to you. knowing that it would never be yours again, is such a terrible truth to be accepted..

life is unpredictable. you will be at the top only for few moments, but sinking at the bottom, well, you could possibly die drowning just waiting to be saved. it is only IF you could save yourself....