'SIPUT' of nightmares!!!

when reading this entry title, people might say, "what the heck???" or even "'SIPUT'??". and i wanna start with a laugh. HAHAHA

being insanely cautious about finishing my final year project lately. ok2. i'm doing about 'siput'. and my title would be 'The Diversity and Distribution of land snails in Peninsular Malaysia!'. the problem is that i need to deal with so many samples and specimens. after all it is for the whole Peninsular! isk. i need to ID or identify them to genus level, but actually till species watsoever. huuu

feeling like crying actually. well, it's coz i had wasted so much of my time doing things that are unnecessary. and at last i need to leave out 1/3 of my samples as there would not be enough time. and now guess what?? what??? haha. i need to present my results and full data to my supervisor exactly in a week of time (it won't be a big prob if everything is ready....but...huuuu)

crying out loud JOM!! haha. at least i'm going home tomorrow. but not really having the great time of my life as i need to prepare everything for the presentation...

you guys wanna see some of my lovable snails??? (as if!! hahak)

my dear amphidromus

   my darling pollicaria

                                                                                                  my love cyclophorus

ok2 enough for now. enjoy the sight of my sweet pumpkins up there. and there are only 3 genus. while i need to deal with about 20 genera or more!! i think. haha

tchao friends..see ya in next entry...(i need to calm myself down here while thinking of so many undone jobs and works)  *-*

d unspeakable truth...

have you ever feel hatred?? well, i mean you really have the feelings that people hate you instead of you hate people. what an unbearable feelings to feel this way. and sometimes you will spend your precious time just to think what have you did wrong for you to be hated?? and in this case, people who care less about these small things would be the lucky one of saving mind and soul to think such things. and bravo to them!

it is very unfortunate for those who will think and think cracking their heads, what is wrong with me?? i've been hated?? why do people hate me so much?? what did i do wrong?? questions, questions and more questions *unlike the Q&A sessions since no answers are provided -__-"

being in this kinda situation would bring about consequences whether good nor bad. lets look into the bad side of it 1st, as surely it is greater. lowering the level of self confidence *ayat yg sguh skema gtu* which will lead to bad achievements or results, even badly coped with life. everything is bad, bad and bed again...ooppss!! tired tho.. other than that, trusting others will no longer be possible *well not totally zero but exactly low

there is a good thing about feeling hated. and it is 'a' good thing, only. we will try to fix what we feel that is wrong with ourselves *muhasabah diri in Malay* and probably will happen for someone who has a little tiny bit of positive thinking. now2 enough crapping. the ideas are all gone as i had stuck in the lab for about 7 hours!!! *pheewww :(

well, seriously, feeling kinda down today. many things happened which i haven't yet figured out what exactly did i do wrong. is asking or trying to make a conversation is illegal?? if it is, like how it is stated in the law of Malaysia, then only i will accept that it is my fault. losing is the other thing. a precious gem that you have always loved being stolen or dropped and breaking apart surely leave a painful scar to you. knowing that it would never be yours again, is such a terrible truth to be accepted..

life is unpredictable. you will be at the top only for few moments, but sinking at the bottom, well, you could possibly die drowning just waiting to be saved. it is only IF you could save yourself....

currently fresh!!

okie here we go. the first day of the new blog. and what should i be crapping about?? let see....lets hear a lil bit bout myself.  here's the details:

• name: iwa
• nickname: also iwa
• now a final year student of pure biology majoring in zoology *just guess if you don't really get the idea of it ;p
• a beginner in learning French *why should i include that?? -__-"
• 1st child out of two eventhough people always say that i don't look like one, but who cares!!
• age: supposed to be 22 this year but still a long way to go. so, kinda like 21 better ^_^
• currently a malacologist *i'm dealing with land snails for my final year project and they're cute tho!
• status: single but not available for special galfren title. if a marriage i would say YES!!! hahaha
• ex-student of SK Islah, SMK Dato' Ahmad Maher and Perak Matriculation College *Fatima Convent Kindergarten if that should be in the list
• other information should be asked! ~_~

that's enough about myself. owh music i like! rite. emmm.. sentimental pleaseeee!! haha. indie, taylor swift's, celine dion's.. ok i forgot! backstreetboys is what i love most! owh nick.... haha

i should be doing my thesis rite now but it seems like..... huuu. ok2. i should be strong. yes i should. plus, i'm having kinda difficulties rite this mo. seems so many problems and they really love my company. but you are tough rite! haha. k2 enough with the 1st entry eventhough it is actually the 2nd one. hihik

ciou frens ;)

here ye! here ye!

creating this blog is such a mess hard work. still have lotsa things to add just to make it more readable and fascinating. however, the process would take place from time to time. so stay tuned for more.

ideas and stuffs are really appreciated of what and how would make this blog an eyes-catching one. to friends and colleagues, if you guys feel free to drop by any comments, ideas and other generating info, please not to be afraid of doing so. your contributions would be such great helps! *i wish to put a smiling face here but i don't see one..haish ~_~